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Making the right choices. So the last two days were weird. one day I ran into my ex's mom, the next I saw my ex. Didn't talk to either one of them thank God it didn't come to that... But it was wierd. Totally reinforced the fact that I made the right choice though. I mean the dumbass was walking out of Best Buy and he had this bitter as fuck look on his face. He always seems angry-- and this is to say that he had not seen me yet-- I don't even know if he did I used the dodge technique, but yeah- doing something as boring as a trip to best buy got his feathers all ruffled. I am so happy to be with someone who isn't a angry fuckin tool all the time. Roy is funny when he's irritated about something- we went to the movies and some lady was not letting anyone sit in the entire fucking row she was in, and he almost exactly duplicates her whiney ass voice as he mocks her. This is the way I tend to handle being annoyed as well, you mock what is annoying to you instead of walking around all grumpy-fuck and making other people miserable. About 3 1/2 months we'll have been together for a year already... well maybe a bit closer to 4 months. It's wierd I can't decide if it's felt that long or not. Like the whole afterglow effect hasn't, he still makes me wonderfully happy. But I feel like I know him better than a few months usually achieves. I feel like the luckiest person in the world to have got to spend this time with him. This morning I got up early. Not because I had to work (day off). Not even grudgingly. I got up early because I no longer hate being awake... and thats all him. And for any of you who really know me, who knows how much I sleep, who knows how much I hate getting up in the morning, you know what I mean when I say thats a big deal... |