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UPDATE!!!!
2006-01-22 // 7:09 p.m.
So the update of all updates. It has been awhile, last time I wrote here I was living with Adam, still in school, and unhappy as all hell. WELL FUCK THAT!
Adam is gone and has been for near a month, and I am now dating a really sweet guy named Roy. We hang out quite a bit and it's just great. He gives me space too, which was a major issue with Adam. It was complicated in that I wanted to hang out with him in the sense I wanted it to be like it was when we first started dating and he'd TALK TO ME. But when we'd hang out there was no talking. Just sitting. I watch him play a game. Maybe we watch a movie. Maybe life was boring as hell.
Me and Roy do similar things- watch movies, games whatever, but we also talk. We go out. He wants to live and do things not just baracade himself up in the house and hide. He actually likes other people aside from his remote group, and he likes meeting my friends even if *god forbid* they are troubled or potheads or whatever. He seems to believe that people are more than the initial thought when he meets them, and that sure as hell is nice.
So where I'm at now? Well I graduated from Chico State with my B.A. in Sociology, I've got my full time job that I'm just sort of enjoying right now, but will probably look for more soon. Like I said I'm seeing Roy, we occasionally go to the bars, we go see movies together, I'm back in touch with loads of my old friends thanks to myspace and my newfound... independence I guess... my old coworker Forest moved in. I'm excited about that for sure, he's a cool guy fun to talk to and I'm just stoked cuz everything is going so well right now.
I go out with Bria every now and then, movies or drinks. And Mandy, and it's really nice to have girls around again.
I went and made friends with the upstairs neighbors, and on New Years the guy came down and partied with us. I smile more now than I have in such a long time. I'm with people who just brush off little problems, not dwell on them all day. I am so much happier now it's hard to believe I'm the same person ya know?
So my lovelies, I am back to my myspace. I'll try and stop by here for those of you unwilling to move on to myspace (I find it to be a better service even with all the ads. Sorry)
So if you happen to be on myspace as well, come and check me out, add me to your buddy list. Use my email addy to find me surreptitious.vixen@gmail.com